"hangin there, My child...."

It's been a rough week. I have just finished my vocal lesson and I think this is the "worst" singing. I don't feel like having a sore throat, but still, the singing is a bit "not delicious" a.k.a. BAD. I'm not sure why.

Maybe because so many things due this week and I seem to be drowned and maybe couldn't even breathe. Well, I participated in the Oratorio Chorus and we just had our concert this past Tuesday. The rehearsal was just fine, we had to stay about half an hour longer during the last two rehearsals but that's okay. The problem was I think our "guest conductor" either put too much target or not enough effort to get things done. After Oratorio rehearsal I have to work in the coffeeshop until 10.30 or 11pm, so that might be one of the causes. Plus, this week I've done many stuffs that due: the LICE class "simulation" on worship service, song arrangement for Musicianship, hymnology quiz&project, the concert. I'm glad it's over. Yes!

However, I still have to finish up several other projects. Plus, preparing for my pre-grad recital in next 3 weeks. I might not be under the weather, but it's just improper rest time, especially if I began to feel sort of headache. Yesterday the weather was quite warm, and today it dropped to 30s I guess, n by the way, I got some snow flurries during the noon.

A bit tired, yes. Scary, yes (what if I can't sing well for the pre-grad). Nervous, yes. Excited, to get it done? Of course.

Oh, well...things will get a lot better in 3 weeks.

...........I’m incapable / You’re all-powerful .....

I lose my way / You are merciful........
I hear the music /And I try to sing along......
You are the author and the orchestra / Of every single song

(t.c.)